Sometimes I wonder if I just have awesome parents or if all the other kids in the world are ungrateful little fucks.

There's only one person I held dear that has crossed to the other side. I hadn't thought about him in a really long time until now. I wonder where he is.. Whether he's in heaven or in that strange middle ground people talk about sometimes. I don't like to imagine him in hell even though he never really believed in God. When I try to picture him in the afterlife, the only image that comes to my mind is of him asleep. At peace. Never to be woken or disturbed. That may not be the image I want, but it's the only one I can conjure.

If I got a B in film, I'm not transferring it over. Damn I might get a B at LACC and in a film class of all things -___- What a waste of 5 weeks... Oh well!

Can't wait to moveee :)

I wonder if you'll ever realize that I'm not here anymore. You're right, I am cold-hearted. But I don't really hate that about myself.

Almost 7 AM. Can't fall asleep and probably won't for a while.. I'm actually fucking wide awake. Goddamnit!

Last night was fun though.

Ok, I think I'm just tripping out...

What would I do without my friends? >.<

My tumblr has been infiltrated. I guess all the personal stuff is going to migrate here once again...

Do all single girls have to deal with guys trying to get at them left and right? I'm not trying to be conceited here.. I feel like all single girls do go through that shit and honestly, I think it's horrible. I'd completely forgotten what it's like. The dating world is a very scary place.

Why is it that the moment I know that someone else is interested in me, you are the only one that comes to my mind? Why is it that when everyone else is having a good time, I just want to go home, curl up in bed, and hear your voice on the phone?

I hope it's just that I've become too accustomed to you. I mean, I felt these reservations when I first met you too yakno. In my 20 years of life.. if I ever learned anything, it is that men should not be trusted.