Almost 7 AM. Can't fall asleep and probably won't for a while.. I'm actually fucking wide awake. Goddamnit!

Last night was fun though.

Ok, I think I'm just tripping out...

What would I do without my friends? >.<

My tumblr has been infiltrated. I guess all the personal stuff is going to migrate here once again...

Do all single girls have to deal with guys trying to get at them left and right? I'm not trying to be conceited here.. I feel like all single girls do go through that shit and honestly, I think it's horrible. I'd completely forgotten what it's like. The dating world is a very scary place.

Why is it that the moment I know that someone else is interested in me, you are the only one that comes to my mind? Why is it that when everyone else is having a good time, I just want to go home, curl up in bed, and hear your voice on the phone?

I hope it's just that I've become too accustomed to you. I mean, I felt these reservations when I first met you too yakno. In my 20 years of life.. if I ever learned anything, it is that men should not be trusted.

"I wondered if that was how forgiveness budded, not with the fanfare of epiphany, but with pain gathering its things, packing up, and slipping away unannounced in the middle of the night."

I want to return to freshman year so badly.. But would I trade you for it? Probably not.

Bucket List for Summer 2011

• visit old town pasadena


• spend a day at a water park


• ride my bike and develop a special relationship with it


• read the novels i didn't have time to read during the semester


• work out a lot


• get a killer tan


• meet lots of new people


• start seriously thinking about what i want to do with my life


• find an apartment for next semester


• learn how to read music


• play with my nephew and watch him grow


• more to come!

I can relate to this haha