Friday, July 9, 2010

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Things to do:

  • Gym
  • Play with the nephew
  • Set up my voicemail
  • Call lady about my scholarship (where tf is that shit)
  • Pack
  • Print airline e-tickets
  • Dinner with the hubby
I'm in for the ride of my life.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Life

is so damn confusing. Lol.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Failure is the mother of success.

A year ago I had one of the craziest and most unforgettable nights of my life. Tonight I had one of the quietest and most romantic. I'm thankful to have been able to experience both of these kinds of nights.

At times I think of my failures. From getting kicked out of the place that was my home for over an year to having my internship given to someone else.. I think of them, get upset, and push them away. I don't know why I think of them over and over but honestly, with these bitter thoughts comes a valuable emotion: determination. The feeling in my chest I can't ignore. It receives my pain and makes me stronger for it. It takes my failures and presents me with greater chances of success. Determination is my medicine.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Ugh

Annoyed as shit right now. Thanks people.

Damn time is flying by. It feels like the next day I might be waking up halfway around the world.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Note to Self

If he had given a shit about you then, you would have been in this relationship for over 2 years now.. Imagine that. You would not have been able to dance, flirt with and kiss all those guys. Nor could you have attended all those parties and raves, or experienced a whole new world on your own. Be thankful that you once had a time in your life where you could do whatever the fuck you wanted without a care for anyone else in the world. You would not be the strong, independent person you are today without those years. Maybe he didn't give a shit about you then for a reason. Maybe everything was ultimately for your purpose and growth. Maybe his current role in your life came in at the right place. Don't regret anything. Forgive him. Forgive yourself. Let him love you now and give you what you always deserved.