Note to Self

If he had given a shit about you then, you would have been in this relationship for over 2 years now.. Imagine that. You would not have been able to dance, flirt with and kiss all those guys. Nor could you have attended all those parties and raves, or experienced a whole new world on your own. Be thankful that you once had a time in your life where you could do whatever the fuck you wanted without a care for anyone else in the world. You would not be the strong, independent person you are today without those years. Maybe he didn't give a shit about you then for a reason. Maybe everything was ultimately for your purpose and growth. Maybe his current role in your life came in at the right place. Don't regret anything. Forgive him. Forgive yourself. Let him love you now and give you what you always deserved.